No Answer

Darkness that devours my soul

And takes me to the depths of my despair

And forces me to lose control

As my mind wanders, I sit here on this chair

Contemplating what life means, and why

We have to endure this torture, is it right?

To find the meaning of life before I die

Just let me find some, this dark and starlit night

Of forces of nature and tides of the sea

The complexes of my mind, an enigma today

The things I did wrong return to haunt me

And the nightmarish visions won’t go away

Until I find the key to this door in my head

Then I will rest no more and live just to know

That when unlocked I will find peace instead

Of these wars going on, as a lone candle glows

And in the midst of my thought, a realisation

And in my heart and soul maybe I have found

The answer, that which we have sought since creation

Listening so closely not hearing a sound

And waiting and waiting for the thought to be clear

So I can sleep soundly, for one lonely night

And then the answer, just fades and then disappears

So still I wonder, sitting here in the mysterious moonlight

©Sonofdel 2011

Well this was one of those days where I hadnt slept well and was having a melancholy day.  You know the kind, why am I here?  What's life all about?  All that sort of stuff.    It just came to me, so I wrote it down.